Love Stuck ..

Love stuck for this time .. I guess most of the ppl noe who i like .. Honestly, like is still like, it doesnt mean love. Love, is a very deep meaning word for me. Is only use on my gf or someone that I really love. I dun simply love ppl, yet i just admire ppl and like them. Basically, i like someone, then i migh take action. But most of the time i just kept to myself. I just dun feel like telling out or confess, y ?? Is all because the nitemare still haunts me.

Harum semerbak kasturi indah mewangi
Cantik rupa parasnya puteri di sinar maya
Cinta bukannya semata yang ku perlu zahirmu
Hey... yeah... yeah...
Puteri... ohh...

Kini kau tiada lagi tinggallah aku sendiri
Rindu di hati ku ini tak dapat aku sembunyi
Entah bila kan kembali
Setelah kau pergi oh...

Puteri... malam ku dingin tiada pujuk rayumu
Kembalilah... ku kehilangan tawa mesramu itu
Ohh puteri... malam ku dingin aku kehilanganmu
Kembalilah... mengertilah oh kekasihku
Ohh... puteri ku

Dengarkanlah rayuan (hati)
Tak sanggup aku kehilanganmu
Di dalam jaga aku keliru
Ohh... mengertilah

Kembalilah
Malam ku dingin tiada pujuk rayumu
Puteriku...
Ku kehilangan tawa mesramu itu
Kembalilah...
Malam ku dingin aku kehilanganmu
Kekasihku... mengertilah oh kekasihku... ohh...

Kekasihku... kembalilah...

Is Puteri from Zainal Abidin... I just used it by now to express a lil feeling of mine. I miss u by now, the gal that i like. I just stop sms and call. Which i actually think that after i confess, u try to avoid me, maybe im not maybe what i think is correct. U ask me to move on and dun haunt by nitemares. But yet, I guess is happen again. A new nitemare. Who knows ? I really miss the time that we get to chat for very long. 3 hours plus on phone, after then i never get that chance to haf that nice talk. U seems avoiding my call and etc. Not even a sms been reply. U might run out of credit. But when talking on phone.. u put down the phone before i get to say bye to u. Is very hurt.

I might noe u not long, and I really want to noe u more, but seems the door been shut tight. I scare that if i take u as my gf, i will hurt u, coz i dunno that will i take u as a rebound by now. I want to make sure is a real feeling of mine, and not love in 1st sight or a crush. Definitely not having a gf jus for the sake of having it. I'm not those playboy type, when i get into a relationship, i will take it very serious.

I noe, I am a workeholic. I alwiz put the work as the top priority. I will more concern on all my frens and my pet sis than my own gf. I am not a romantic person as well. I guess, this is the reasons that i actually can't get a gf. GUess no one can stand that. Sounds not fair rite ? But this is an imperfect world.

Sigh ... Love .. is really a hard game to play. Thought it was easy, but i am wrong ..Guess .. lets be frens 1st .. no nit to rush ..